Before I am Famous

Lately,  I have been feeling this unusual interia in my life.  I feel as though I moving forward like a tsunami, constantly gaining speed and ground as I head toward shore. Unfortunately, I have no idea where the story will end and for what reason I have this feeling, I don’t have the slightest idea.  To me, it seems like I  am overwhelmed but my life as far as I see it hasn’t really changed at all.

I get up do some cleaning, make some food, do all mom stuff, squeeze in some writing and reading but the feeling doesn’t go away just gets stronger. In one way it would be nice to know where this feeling is coming from and why I am expericing this.  It drives me almost batty.

The message I recieve from the id is that my life is about to change drastically either for the good or the bad. I don’t want to think about either because if I think about the good that could happen and it doesn’t then I am setting myself up for a large dissappointment. And who really wants to think of the bad? I sure don’t. Of course maybe it is all my head as well.

Anybody else ever feel this way? Was it in your head or retrospectvilly something did happen good or bad? I would love to know.

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